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The Weight of Small Things


Raghav Malhotra didn’t believe he was a bad person.


He paid his bills on time. He worked hard. He didn’t cheat anyone.


But there was just one small, teeny tiny problem… 


That morning, he had already lost it twice.


“Bhaiya, thoda side se le lo,” the cab driver said carefully, easing the car through a narrow lane.

“If you can’t drive, why are you sitting behind the wheel?” Raghav grumbled as he reversed his car. 


The driver said nothing and silently drove past Raghav’s car, giving him a long stare. 


At the office gate, the guard straightened. “Good morning, sir.”


Raghav walked past him, his eyes glued to his phone screen. 


Several other office colleagues, peons, and helpers all wished Raghav good morning. But he acknowledged only a few with a simple nod. 


By afternoon, his inbox was overflowing, his calls were running late, and the deal he had spent months chasing collapsed in under ten minutes.


So when the doorbell rang that evening, eighteen minutes later than promised, Raghav was already irritated.


The delivery boy standing on the other side of the door was sweating profusely, slightly out of breath, helmet in one hand and a brown bag in the other. 


“Sorry, Bhaiya ji,” he said quickly. “There was…”


“I don’t need the story!” Raghav cut in.


The boy stopped mid-sentence. Their eyes met for a moment. 


Raghav took the bag from him.


“You’re really late!”


“Sorry. Traffic near the…”


“Then leave earlier,” Raghav said flatly. “It’s not complicated.”


The boy nodded. “Bhaiya ji…”


“If you can’t do a simple job properly,” he erupted. “Why do you even do it?”


The words hung in the air.


The boy looked up for a second.


Not angry. Not defensive. The poor delivery boy froze.


Then he nodded again. “It … it won’t happen again, Bhaiya ji.”


And he left.


Raghav slammed the door with the brown bag in hand.


By night, the city had softened into that in-between hour where everything felt slower, but no less heavy.


Raghav got ready to leave for a meeting. As he drove down to the hotel, his mind took him through his day… it replayed the phone calls, the numbers, the loss that refused to settle. 

At a signal, his car jerked once.


Then twice.


And then it stopped.


Raghav frowned, trying to figure out what was going on. He fidgeted with the car’s power button. 

Nothing.


A few horns blared behind him. Some shouted. Some cursed. He tried again. The engine coughed, but didn’t start.


“Great, just great,” he muttered under his breath. “This is just what I needed. This is such a freaking spectacular day!”


He stepped out, the air thick with exhaust and impatience. His phone showed no network. And he had forgotten to plug his phone in to charge in the car. 


He ran a hand through his hair, already feeling his irritation rise. 


“Bhayaji?”


Raghav turned.


It was him.


The delivery boy.


Same face. Same uniform. Helmet hanging loosely from one arm.


For a moment, neither of them spoke.


Then the boy stepped closer. “Your car broke down?”


“It’s not starting,” Raghav said.


The boy nodded, as if that was enough.


“Can I take a look? I used to work at a garage.”


Raghav hesitated.


But the boy didn’t react. He walked to the front of the car and lifted the bonnet.


Raghav stepped aside.


The boy leaned in, scanning. His hands moved with quiet familiarity, checking the battery, tightening a loose connection, adjusting something Raghav wouldn’t have noticed.


He wiped his hands against his already dusty shirt.

“Try now,” he said.


Raghav got in and tried starting the car.


It worked.


For a moment, Raghav just sat there.


“It was just a loose connection,” the boy said, closing the bonnet. “Ho jaata hai kabhi kabhi.”

Happens sometimes.


Raghav nodded and got out of the car. 

He cleared his throat. “You… worked at a garage?”


“Used to, Bhaiya ji,” the boy said. “Now I do this. Sometimes both. I’m ready to do anything to make ends meet.”


Raghav reached for his wallet. “At least let me…”


The boy stepped back, shaking his head lightly.


“You already paid for the delivery. And I didn’t do anything. I just tightened a few nuts and bolts.”


But before Raghav could react, the boy added, “Rough days happen. It’s okay.” He reached for his helmet and waved goodbye. 


Raghav watched the delivery boy get back on his bike and zoom off. 


The drive to the hotel felt quieter and longer than expected. 


At a red light, he found himself staring at his hands on the steering wheel.

Raghav recalled the words he spat out of irritation and impatience.  It was focused on his own voice, echoing back at him.

If you can’t do a simple job properly…Why do you even do it?

He let out a slow breath.


Later that night, Raghav reached home late. He was tired and had hardly anything to eat during the meeting. He spent most of the time stuck in traffic on the way home. Somehow, a truck had broken down, of course! He opened the fridge and found nothing to eat. He picked up his phone and ordered himself dinner. 


This time, when the doorbell rang, he didn’t rush.


He opened the door, and to his surprise, it was the same delivery boy. 


“When do you sleep?” Raghav said.


The boy scratched his forehead, “Last order. After this, I go home.”


Raghav took the bag. “Thank you.”


The boy looked up, surprised for a second, then smiled. “Welcome, Bhaiya ji.”


Raghav nodded. “Would you like to have a glass of water?” 


The delivery boy was taken aback. He didn’t remember when he had his last sip of water. He could feel his stomach rumble, his mouth dry, and the fatigue overpowering his body and mind. The boy nodded slowly. 


Raghav smiled and handed him a bottle of mineral water. “Keep it… It’s very hot outside.” 

The delivery boy was delighted and thanked Raghav wholeheartedly, and was about to leave. 


“Wait…” Raghav added. “What is your name?”


“Santosh,” the boy replied. 


Santosh, thank you for today,” Raghav added. “You came to my rescue. I will always remember you.” 


Raghav reached for his wallet and handed the boy a handsome tip. “Get yourself something to eat on the way back.”


Santosh looked at Raghav a moment longer before taking the tip. 

“Take it, please. It’s the least I can do,” Raghav insisted. 


Santosh smiled and promptly put the money in his pocket. 


Raghav closed the door gently.


The following morning, Raghav followed the same routine and left for work at the same time. He drove down the same route. Passed by the same tall buildings, the same houses, the same market, and the same parks. He saw the same beggars at the red lights. He parked his car in the same parking spot. 


As he stepped into the building, the guard straightened instinctively, like he did every morning. 


“Good morning, sir.”


Raghav walked past him.


Then stopped.


He turned back.


“Good morning, Bhaiya,” Raghav said.


The guard blinked, then smiled.


It was a small gesture. 


But as Raghav walked away, it stayed with him… the quiet understanding that maybe nothing had been wrong with the world all this time.


Maybe it had just been a loose connection.


And sometimes it only takes something small to fix it.


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